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BINI-130 - These beings seem to fear death, especially those infected with the 'robovirus', as it is called here. It's strange to see that deep down, beneath everything outside, within their minds, they're just like my species. Among them, there is one who is different from the rest. His name is 'Thorne'. Thorne is unlike the others; he's got a strong desire to survive, but unlike others, he's driven by a personal code rather than just the need to stay alive. He's almost like a thinking soldier, not the kinds that my world has, but the ones who would be the best for my world. Thorne's approach to life is... interesting to me. He's got a clear purpose, a clear determination to survive. Unlike the rest, he's not just living to stay alive; he's living for something bigger. It's strange, but I find this approach appealing. It's as if he's got a mind that's close to my kind's. Maybe Thorne's unique mindset could be useful for my species. He's got a proper sense of war; he fights for something beyond just his own life. It's fascinating to see that in someone as primitive as him. Perhaps, if I've got any remaining skills, I could use them to mold Thorne into an ally for my species. Maybe I could change his mind, make him think like my species does. It's a challenge, but it's one I'm willing to take on. Then again, maybe I'm just getting too deep into all these thoughts. Maybe I'm just looking for something in Thorne that's not really there. Perhaps he's just like the rest, just a little more advanced than most. But I can't shake the thought of Thorne joining my species. It's an odd thought, but it's one that I find myself coming back to more and more. Maybe it's the air, maybe it's this place that's making me think this way. But I can't help it; I keep thinking that Thorne would be a great asset for my species. Maybe I'll have to try and find out if he's really like that. Maybe I'll have to talk to him, see if he's really got the mindset of a soldier. Maybe I'll have to see if he's got the proper sense of war that I'm thinking of. Then again, maybe I'm just getting too deep into all this. Maybe I'm just looking for something in Th that's not really there. Perhaps Th is just like the rest, just a little more advanced than most. But that notion in my mind... I can't shake it. Maybe I have to try to find out if Th is really like that. Maybe I have to talk to Th, see if Th has got the mindset of a soldier. Maybe I have to see if Th has got the proper sense of war that I am thinking of. Then again, maybe I am just getting too deep into all this. Maybe I am just looking for something in a human that is not really there. Perhaps a human is just like the rest, just a little more advanced than most. These notions in my mind, I can't shake them. Maybe I have to try to find out if a human is really like that. Maybe I have to talk to one, see if one has got the mindset of a soldier. Maybe I have to see if one has got the proper sense of war that I am thinking of. Then again, maybe I am just getting too deep into all this. Maybe I am just looking for something in a human that is not really there. Perhaps a human is just like the rest, just a little more advanced than most.Maybe I have to try to find out if a human is really like that. Maybe I have to talk to one, see if one has got the mindset of a soldier. Maybe I have to see if one has got the proper sense of war that I am thinking of. Then again, maybe I am just getting too deep into all this. Maybe I am just looking for something in a human that is not really there. Perhaps a human is just like the rest, just a little more advanced than most. Alas, I wonder.These creatures are strange, so primitive, and yet, in their minds, they think like us. Maybe that's why I can't shake them away from my mind: they are just like us at our core, but more like us than us are like them. Maybe they do agree with me, maybe they don't.Well, I also have to find out if they believe in the same values as me. That day, not thinking I would fall into the hands of such beings, I was not prepared for what would happen. But now I have come to understand them, and with this, I can think about changing them. With this, I became more desperate to accommodate to their new ways, seeing their faults, watching them very closely, understanding them, and with this, I was able to think of reinventing the care of them on my own, and with this, things began to change. I began to see more of their mistakes: their way of nurturing others, their way of controlling, and almost as if it was me with them, trying to get them to do what I want them to do, they began to see more of my mistakes.

2016年9月8日